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3/4/2006 newAight, well i've got a new email & space cuz i cant get on msn on this email.. sorry
IF I KNOWS YOU- gimme a hollar
12/9/2005 MOM MURDER(i continued:))Mom Murder
“I’m telling you, Joel, I really can’t stand this anymore. She’s so…UNBEARABLE!!” “I know, I know. But, Sapphire, you can’t be stupid, just live with it for 5 more years. Just 5 short years.” Sapphire sighed; Joel heard a click at the other end. “Sappy? Sapphire?” His voice echoed, and shortly after there was a continuous sound of short loud beeps. “Ugh, obviously…” Joel hung up his cell phone slowly. He turned to his wall, which consisted of 5 pictures; one of Mandy Moore, one of Jennifer Lopez, and three of Sapphire. Joel slowly closed his eyes and shook his head as he started to fall back onto his pillows, “This life just isn’t fair,” He softly mumbled before drifting into a light slumber.----------------------- Sapphire sat up in her bed staring, just staring out into nowhere. “Daddy… why’d you have to go?” Sappy looked down in her lap where there lay a picture of her father, Randolph. A tear gently slipped from her eye and landed in a slight splatter on the picture. She shook her head and whipped away the tears that were now streaming down her face more quickly. Sappy turned to look at the clock; 3:25am was in bright red numbers. Suddenly Sappy heard a horrifying cough from the other room, “Oh great, the monster has awoken,” Sapphire rolled her eyes and placed the picture carefully to one side while quickly laying down and pretending to be fast asleep. The ground nearly shook as that beast stormed into the kitchen, hacking up a whirl wind. “Where the hell are my cigarettes?!?!” Melinda, otherwise known as Sapphire’s mother, loudly questioned to nobody in particular. Sapphire sniffled quietly and grinded her teeth at the sound of Mel’s voice. Slowly, with gasping breaths, Mel finally went back to her bed and, eventually, fell asleep again, roaring with abrupt disturbing snores. By now Sapphire had fallen fast asleep and was dreaming away. On the other hand, Joel was busy away at his desk. “We’re going down, down in an earlier round and sugar we’re going down swinging,” sang Joel, well more of a hum than an actual sing. His door was slightly cracked, just enough so that he could tell if somebody was approaching. On his desk was a little reading light, that he had on as bright as it would go so that the drawing, of Sapphire, he was working on would be perfect to the last detail. “Sappy’s got to love this!” Joel murmured to himself. On the paper was a very talented sketched thick heart, dripping on one edge what seems to be a tear. Inside the heart, which has a slight crack in an upper corner, almost too small to notice, is Sapphire’s beautiful face. It’s a perfect front view, drawn from pure memory. Her smile was from ear to ear, a very rare thing to see on Sappy’s face these days, her eyes… oh her eyes; they had a slight sparkle in them, seeming almost nearly accidental, but yet standing out oh so much. Her lips, her full yet thin scrumptious lips look even better on paper than in person, which is quite a hard thing to do. And then there’s her hair, down and oh so shiny. Naturally wavy, tender looking and long… long radiant and has a nice sort of silver look when the sun hits it just right. Quickly, almost out of instinct, Joel’s head shoots toward the clock; 6:20am he pulled another nearly all-nighter. Yawning and stretching Joel slowly forces himself into bed so he can fake having slept all night. ------------------------------ BUZZ!! Melinda’s alarm was going off like crazy. Sapphire woke up and started to get dressed, sluggishly, so that she wouldn’t need to deal with ‘it’. Nearly 10 minuets later Sappy was standing outside the school watching the guys tackle each other in the snow for the football. She grinned, pain. Nobody never really understood how much pleasure Sapphire got out of other people’s and her own, pain. Joel tiptoed up behind her and slightly pushed her from behind, “Boo!” Sappy turned around and managed to kid him with a smile, “Hey Joel” The conversation goes on to say, “Tomorrow night is decision night, Me or Her” Joel’s face went pale, “Sappy…you can’t-” The bell blubbered out a loud ring and the crowed headed for the door. Sapphire was amongst these people, and Joel lost track of her. Sapphire laughed and joked around with friends like any normal day, but really inside her there was a grudge bubbling about. “Hey Sap!” The sound of this kid’s voice sent chills up and down Sapphires spine. He was cruel, stupid, and the biggest smart ass this world has ever known. Sapphire hated his guts! “What do you want Deryck?” She snapped coldly. Deryck casually walked over there, throwing his arm over her shoulder. “Looks like somebody’s gonna be late!” He snickered. Sapphire pushed his arm off like an unwanted booger on her finger. “Yah it does, don’t it? You might wanna be on your way then, buddy,” Sappy turned and stormed off to her first class of the day, English. As she walked Sappy could hear Deryck mumbling and complaining about her remark. Sapphire entered the classroom and sat in her seat, “So glad you care enough for your education to join us Miss Conner” The teacher snapped. Joel gave Sapphire a confused look and Sappy just grinned an evil look of plotting toward him. 12/5/2005 WowWow, i haven't updated this sucker for awhile. Well, im like always on my other email now-a-days since my gmas computer is gay
The songs are; Taste of Ink by The Used and Bat Country by AvengedSeven Fold
im getting two cd's, Shakira's new one and Trace Adkins Songs About Me, and an outfit.
I gotta lotta new insiders, problem is i dont really 'member 'em all, lol. Oh well. Im really bored most the time latley, and irresponsible(wow that came outta my mouth?
Quote/Advise for today:
Life sucks; buy a car
*later!*SamS 11/25/2005 My ThanksgivingHey yalls, just gonna inform about my 'happy' thanksgiving;
First it was pretty good, seeing as how i was asleep
But then i got up and walked over to my grandma's, at first the weather felt okay, but by the time i walked down the street i was walking backwards it was sooo cold!
The second i walked into the door my moms getting all pissy and telling me i need to do shyt and i still had to go put my little bit of makeup on, so i put it on before i did anything
After that it went pretty smooth, i was lmao alot cuz my Uncle Danny was there telling jokes and storys with Uncle Jim. But after he left i was bored.
I had to carry pop, blah blah, go get ice becuz my moms lazy
Mom told me when i was gonna get a bowl of cereal at 10 not to becuz we'd be eating in some 2 hours. Good thing i didnt listen to her, we didnt accualy it for some FOUR hours!
Then people were just messing around blah blah, but Lindsey and Ali and Abby all brought these two dogs, one was theres(Sheba) and one they're babysitting(Zip)
So anyway, they totaly have the hots for eachother, the two dogs that is
But evencually we were all board and just messing around, my uncle and cousin went to put shaving cream on Tom Nevils hand becuz he fell asleep, but then he woke up
Well thats most of the good stuff, heres the crappy;
My uncle Darrel had my "gobble" and made me slide down the couch so my shirts were WAY up high
They evecually got in on the "Whos your boyfriend" "I dont have one" "What about Jacob" "Oh no, remember there.. just friends" "So who is it Sam, is it jacob, dont lie" and that really pissed me off cuz ive gotten enough of that shyt at school.
Then i had icecream and i went to like sit on the couch with Lou(lindsey) and my uncle, but Lindsey had to be a retard and snap my underware so i jumped and droped a whole thing of icecream and everyone just laugh, so i got pissed off and threw that away, took what i had left and went to the back room to watch tv.
Then we went to a movie, the choises were Chicken Little or Mine, Yours, and Ours.
Oh and my mom had the money and we couldnt get candy!!
On the ride home Lindsey punched me in the eye, i dont think it was on purpose, it didnt really hurt, but she acted like it was on purpose "Sammy what happend?"(abby) "I punched her in the eye. See if you make me made ill just.."(lindsey.. punches abby in the back) And that REALLY pissed me off
But then we went back to Grandmas and chilled there for a bit, i layed in my uncles lap and he twirled, and pulled out, my hair. I didnt know he pulled it out cuz it felt good, not hurt.
Hope yall had a happy thanksgiving, and and even better Chirstmas!! 11/20/2005 Hey..bored(the fight)Iight yall, well im sitting here at Ariana Corrals and its 8:22am...i wish i would have gone home last night becuz i am sooo BORED theres nothing to do here!! and i really got some stuff i need to do at the houses i stay in(yes i dont call them home becuz houses are built with boards and beams homes are built with love and... something i dont know.. but my point: They don't feel like home.) So anyway, im sure most of you have already herd about me n jacobs fight...well i normaly dont write about them but i will this one. Jacob is the boy i used to be MADLY in love with and he barley gave me a second thought, now its almost total 180?? WTF? So anyway im not gonna tell anything cuz i dont really 'member alot and i dont feel like sharing with the world.
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